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April 26th, 2008
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| All the time you felt so free Did you forget how much you once loved me And if you want something back All the things that got cracked When I felt like you lied to me And all the million mistakes And the kicks in the face But i don't want you to die in me So when you say what you want That you need what you got Don't forget to be kind to me I don't want you to die in me | ||||||||
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November 29th, 2006
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And I'm much obliged to you for making it clear That I'm not here. And I never knew the moon could be so big And I never knew the moon could be so blue And I'm grateful that you threw away my old shoes And brought me here instead dressed in red And I'm wondering who could be writing this song. I don't care if the sun don't shine And I don't care if nothing is mine And I don't care if I'm nervous with you I'll do my loving in the winter. And the sea isn't green And I love the queen And what exactly is a dream And what exactly is a joke. | ||||
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October 6th, 2006
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| It was in the march of the winter I turned seventeen That I bought those pills I thought I would need And I wrote a letter To my family Said it's not your fault And you've been good to me Just lately I've been feeling Like I don't belong Like the ground's not mine To walk upon And I've heard that music Echo through the house Where my grandmother drank By herself And I sat watching a flower As it was withering I was embarrassed by It's honesty So I'd prefer to be remembered As a smiling face Not this fucking wreck That's taken it's place So please forgive what I have done No, you can't stay mad at the setting sun We all get tired, I mean, eventually There is nothing left to do but sleep But spring came bearing sunlight Those persuasive rays So I gave myself A few more days My salvation, it came Quite suddenly When Justin spoke Very plainly He said, "Of course it's your decision But just so you know If you decide to leave Soon I will follow" I wrote this for a baby Who has yet to be born My brother's first child I hope that womb's not too warm Because it's cold out here And it will be quite a shock To breathe this air To discover loss So I'd like to make some changes Before you arrive So when your new eyes meet mine They won't see no lies Just love Just love I will be pure No, no, I know I will be pure Like snow Like gold Like snow Like gold | ||||
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September 14th, 2006
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| "Morning" by Frank O'Hara I've got to tell you how I love you always I think of it on grey mornings with death in my mouth the tea is never hot enough then and the cigarette dry the maroon robe chills me I need you and look out the window at the noiseless snow At night on the dock the buses glow like clouds and I am lonely thinking of flutes I miss you always when I go to the beach the sand is wet with tears that seem mine although I never weep and hold you in my heart with a very real humor you'd be proud of the parking lot is crowded and I stand rattling my keys the car is empty as a bicycle what are you doing now where did you eat your lunch and were there lots of anchovies it is difficult to think of you without me in the sentence you depress me when you are alone Last night the stars were numerous and today snow is their calling card I'll not be cordial there is nothing that distracts me music is only a crossword puzzle do you know how it is when you are the only passenger if there is a place further from me I beg you do not go | ||||
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September 10th, 2006
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September 4th, 2006
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Feel one thousand lost, sinking into soft skin. Ingest rejuvenation. One to consume, One to renew. Demanded invitation. | ||||
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May 15th, 2006
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| And here I dreamt I was a soldier And I marched the streets of birkenau And I recall in spring The perfume that the air would bring To the indolent town Where the barkers call the moon down The carnival was ringing loudly now And just to lay with you There's nothing that I wouldn't do Save lay my rifle down And try one, and try two Guess it always comes down to Alright, it's okay, guess it's better to turn this way And I am nothing of a builder But here I dreamt I was an architect And I built this balustrade To keep you home, to keep you safe From the outside world But the angles and the corners Even though my work is unparalleled They never seemed to meet This structure fell about our feet And we were free to go And try one, and try two Guess it always comes down to Alright, okay, guess it's better to turn this way And here in spain I am a spaniard I will be buried with my marionettes Countess and courtesan Have fallen 'neath my tender hand When their husbands were not around But you, my soiled teenage girlfriend Or are you furrowed like a lioness And we are vagabonds We travel without seatbelts on We live this close to death And try one, and try two Guess it always comes down to Alright, it's okay, guess it's better to turn this But I won, so you lose Guess it always comes down to Alright, it's okay, guess it's better to turn this way | ||||
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February 13th, 2006
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| Bright Eyes- First Day of my Life was just on the radio (93.1)!! That is one of my all time fave songs. | ||||
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August 13th, 2005
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August 11th, 2005
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August 10th, 2005
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| I AM MAD AT EVERYONE WHO IS GOING TO THAT GAY ASS CONCERT TONIGHT. LE TIGRE IS THE WORST BAND EVER. HOLY SHIT I HATE THOSE DYKES.. HOW CAN YOU EVEN BE A FEMINIST IF YOU WANT SO BADLY TO BE A MAN. Oh, and another thing...... WHY THE HELL ARE ALL YOU ASSHOLES DATING FRESHMAN FOR?? fuck you seriously. You're so desperate for a girlfriend you'll date anyone. GET SOME DAMN SELF ESTEEM SERIOUSLY. The only cool one of those little aliens is Megan Miller.. so either dump your slutty ass bitches for her or just find someone your own age. | ||||
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August 9th, 2005
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| HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRIS! HEHEHEHE! | ||||
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August 7th, 2005
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| EVERYTHING IS BACK TO NORMAL. =) | ||||
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August 5th, 2005
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| So my mom called yesterday to say we have a flight out to Arizona for the weekend of the 22nd or something... It's one year from then that Auntie died, and I guess my mom doesn't want Grandma to be alone. I reallllyyyy do not like talking about her, so this whole trip is going to be uncomfortable knowing she's the whole reason we're there. I also get angry when my mom cries all the time.. I know it should make me angry, and I really don't know why it does.. but I get really pissed off when my family cries. Then I feel like an asshole because I'm the only one not crying.. I can't even enjoy the sun of Arizona because it's like 110 degrees outside. ew. | ||||
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